Final

We have reached the final.

Goodbye my love.

Goodbye baby.

Goodbye dear.

I am sorry to cause you many problems. 

You said you are bother with divorce.

You said the number of years you meant means the time we need to overcome, when i tell you we will faced alot of difficulties. 

I dunno what you thinking or how you feel. 

You always dun wanna confide in me. Always run away. Avoiding.

Is it the end?

WL is still ignoring me as and when he feels like it. 

I decided to give up. But he tell me he wont leave me.

He say he is bothered by divorce or if he have time to start a family with me.

He doesnt know what i want or what i meant, when i say i wanna see his efforts. 

He just does not get it. 

I guess is i am not so important.

Weiliang

Cbkoh.... Weiliang. Primary school mate since p4.

He had feelings for me since mid of P5. He is very sweet.
He will sometimes put flowers in my bag, which he plucked from school garden.
Last day of School in P6, he gave me a present. A snowglobe.

When we go different secondary school, saw him once on bus 21.
When upper sec, saw him a few times in Tampines interchange. But with his gf.
After we leave sec sch, i no longer see him.

We contacted back in May 2017. Talked about the past. He told me he still have feelings for me.
Fast forward, we met up in July 2017 to watch Transformers 4.

Met him at paya lebar square for breakfast at BK. He was late though.... but its ok.
Then we went to vivo for movie. Bought the movie tix for the afternoon. There is still time so just roam around vivo.

In the theatre, he hold my hand. Steal a kiss on my forehead. Hug me throughout the show. It was so sweet. Like first love feeling.

We went to hotel after the show. As he was very tired, i suggested go for a short nap. End up, we done something....

It was around evening time when we checked out. We went to east coast hawker centre for dinner and had a stroll along the beach. Went back around 9+.

During 2017 to now, many things happen. Our relationship was complicated. He stopped replying to me msgs for a very long time. Many times i want to msg him but he just wun reply.

Until 2020 Jan, we started to be together again... though due to the CB, we cannot meet. I tried not to bother him and see more open as he cannot handle this kind of stress. I dun wan him to turn away like last time, so i see more open....

I said to end many times, but i cannot bear to let go either. He too, does not want to end.
He asked me if i will ask him to divorce, i say no. And he say he doesnt know how to because she has no wrong at all.

I know we will not last very long....

Thats our story for now...